Oh…how many times have I started and failed at this business of trying to use my engineering skills to solve the problem of my depression, my lack of motivation? How many times have I promised that this time it would be different? How many times have I started this project and this type of blog only to stop before I ever begin?
WAY. TOO. MANY.
I know that there is a way to solve this. All problems have solutions. Now to find it…to at least really start to look for it.
I know all about eating healthy, exercising, self-care. I know all about needing to have the hard conversations. I know all about practicing love.
I know what I need, but I also know how easy it is for me to ignore it or start and get bored.
My best work comes when I blog. When I share my story online with no one, but know someone could find it. So here we go…here I am starting this over, trying again.
I have spent a lot of time with my past, and perhaps there is a lot there that I still need to work through, but I think it is more likely that I just need to start with where I am. Let’s start with today.
Welcome to my journey.
Today…I look for a hiking/outdoor group.
Engineering Wholeness 